The Clear Light

'The point is the doing of actions rather than the accomplishments.

There is no actor but the action;

there is no experiencer but the experience."

Bruce Lee

A somulent shantung shawl of sherbet snow scuttled staidly across the spacious stage onto which the shady stratosphere of heaven harked an assiduous ear. While the bright light of unsullied sleet survived, the congesting cud of diaphoretic dirt and dust which eternally encrusted the otherwise enviable environment like a black mortuary sack over the ripped rigor mortis ridden relic of a rigid corpse at a concealed crime scene stayed stashed beneath the steadily softening sheet. It was as if the egg timer of history had been turned on its head rekindling a lost innocence society had deemed unsuitable for its greedy escapade.

But others knew better; diseases cannot be cured by mummifying the valetudinarian victim's mortal vessel in bacillus bated bandages. Only in attacking the cause rather than the symptoms could a hearty healthiness be harvested like a gratifying grain crop to a torpid third world peasantry. Iron; forever the inquisitive child, trilled with hidden amazement at something not quite amazing; gazing upward as if the heavens were in the process of opening up to belch out the glorious message of God. Lincoln, in contrast felt uncomfortably like the uninterested adult; hovering aimlessly in the background while her kid scampered around enjoying the wonders of a world he didn't yet understand. "There's something warming about the power of nature; the way it rips through socio-political boundaries; ignores our superficial domain and underlines its falsity; reminds us of our unimportance."

"Um, not really" lied Iron; distracted by exactly what she had just alluded to and that he hastily disagreed with. "Sure you do; the pale, icy absence of everything. The cosy cover of comfit cold wrapped over the wrangling world like the magic cloak of a lofty magician."

"Sleigh bells, pine trees; yeah, I know." he sidestepped the lissom language with the skill of a quick whitted rugby winger. "Don't be so cynical. And anyway that was yesterday," Lincoln was rarely an instinctive creature when it came to sentimental notions. True; it was her real nature, but her brain had a horrible habit of labeling; of sorting into file. Her mind's attempt to keep her house in order; to keep her sane; had ironically been the catalyst of mental depravity. But sometimes she could let it go. The fact that this ability was only occasional was her disadvantage. She envied Iron for having a mind inquisitive and free; free from itself. But even her strict membranes could take a break in vacation season, which revealed there was hope for her spirit yet. She pondered whether this gift from above signified a greater meaning; whether it was reward rather than a case of mere slight of hand by the ever presiding creature called chance. Afterall, things only contain what the observer draws out of them. Pairs of magpies don't set themselves down purposefully in front of those who are about to experience a positive change in fortune. Fortunes are only gifted by the recipient’s own mind. Coincidence is a funny thing not least because it tends to indicate some purpose. Iron displayed more faith in divine intervention; "No; honestly. If God wants to sweep all the muck of His world under the carpet that's fine with me;" he gathered a globulous snowball and hurled it into a passing pickup's rear window to the driver's grumpy displeasure; "if He wants to wave His magic mop and conceal the moribund mess which admittedly we as a species created, I'm not one to contest His wishes. It's a reminder of provenance; a kind of reward for trying, at least. It's God saying 'yeah, I'm still here and I'm watching, so carry on the good work." Admittedly Iron could make the non event of a tossed coin landing on heads rather than tails signify the word of the lord almighty, but if that was what you got out of it, who's to say that wasn't exactly what it was? "A kind of karmic effect, you mean; do good and good comes to you?" With this, Lincoln surreptitiously rolled an icy wedge of snow from a caked windowsill and bowled it at Iron as they walked; the latter having to utilize all his instinctive evasion tactics to avoid a chilling mouthful of god's metaphoric sermon. "Yeah; if you do a certain thing it'll yield a certain result. It's not just logical; it's scientific. The law of cause and effect."

"Every action has an equal and opposite reaction."

They trudged on through the frosty spectacle like waddling penguins in an implausibly fraudulent fast forward; each motioning to fumble together pillowy plumes of inviolable ice and toss them toyingly at each other at itinerant intervals like a pair of school kids bowing to the intrinsic inevitability of getting to the classroom with previously glossy winter coats showered with patchy peltings of warbling white. Iron indulged his philosophical and playful personas simultaneously like a cultured thespian able to play Jeckyl and Hyde in unison for lack of shooting time. "If someone taps a wall it makes a faint sound. If they thump it with a hammer it's likely to break. We'd be either a bit worried or substantially unaware of our own strength if we tapped a wall and it keeled over, and we'd be pretty disappointed if after all our efforts to fell the thing with a weighty instrument it still stood. In this case laws that apply to the physical world also apply to the moral one."

"Cause and effect?"

"Yeah; one thought sparks another and so on. Thoughts may invoke memory; hatred may invoke bad ones;" seeing by Lincoln's momentary cessation of snowy retaliation, he presumed he'd raised one such memory and offered the alternative; "happiness invokes happy memory." This seemed to have done the trick; as he was nailed across the face with a chilly projectile which he brushed off his coat like a bear relieving it's sticky fur of the debris of an indulgent feast of honey. "Ethical predicaments manifest themselves on both the physical and the mental level, so they can't escape karmic retribution on either count." Lincoln imagined a time gone by while she spoke; a time when the snow would not maintain its pure form so easily; when the streets would be full of kids in clown colored woolens their mothers had insisted they unwillingly cloth themselves in if only to ensure that embarrassment drove them back indoors before the gnarly finger of jack frost. Nowadays, parents irresponsible enough to have had children in the first place would have to barricade them in doors at the fear of the very real prospect of them being murdered or otherwise accosted at play, which would have not only subjugated their already atritious attitudes to human nature, but would have made that nice clean sleet sheet as red as a biblical Nile. She shivered out of guilt rather than cold; pessimism was the devil's hacksaw and she'd rather not have it contort her person as if gutting a redwood from the inside out; "the problem is people think karma limits our freedom, when really it's just a natural consequence of it. We can do what we like; only we'll have to face our responsibility for the results."

"Like the wall thing; you'd expect to pay for it if it was someone else's wall you demolished with the hammer."

"Er; yeah." The analogy just about sufficed; "it doesn't shock us when the thing comes crumbling down. It shouldn't shock us when we have to pay for the effects of our ethical decisions. But it's more than that. People think retribution will occur in a coming life; that we'll be reborn as bugs or in poverty."

"Or maybe that we'll end up in Heaven or Hell."

"If that was the case we could blame all those who suffered like their agonies are of their own design; we could refuse to donate to charities because those we're donating to deserve all they get; the homeless, the disabled, the ill, the impoverished. This is a gross misunderstanding of karma."

"It's all about psychology, right?"

"And personality. When we do good we feel good. Human beings know right from wrong, deep down. Only delusion and mental ailments deny that instinctive recognition."

"When we do good we go some way to becoming a better person."

"And when we do evil it's vice versa. It's like an athlete training. You can not bother and finish in the middle of the pack even if you have a good natural ability. You can eat unhealthy food, lounge in front of the TV all day, come last and probably have a hernia. Or you can train hard and come first. It's the same with karma. Do nothing and you remain stagnant. Do wrong and you regress; you become bitter, resentful, arrogant; nasty. Do good and you become secure; content with both yourself and the world around you. That's the reward and the punishment. It's not dished out by some judgmental divinity; you make it for yourself." Approaching a derelict cinema covered with crooning layers of sinking snow which made the building look like a wavering wedding cake, the two ostracized outlaws glided past a pair of pugnacious military attaches as if they were translucent inventions of their disruptive minds; the issue in hand far more appealing. "But what about karma and other lives?" Iron didn't necessarily believe all this stuff, but then since he didn't necessarily disbelieve it either it was probably worth considering. "OK so this life effects others, if such a thing as reincarnation can be imagined. But not in that you'll end up a cockroach or a king. Some animals enjoy a glorious communion with nature; they have no worries; no base desires. They don't have to think about corruption; about society; about mortgages, debts; work. Some have predators; some have to fight to survive. But some live in sparse, untouched habitats at the top of the food chain. They don't even have to worry about the past and the future; they can live in the now; enjoy the moment. Most people don't have those luxuries, and kings can be especially disadvantaged in the spiritual sense. If the objective of existence is transcendence, you're not going to do it just because you've got a vault full of bullion; in fact that's likely to get in your way. How you are in this life determines what personality you have in the next; how you respond to your surroundings. Many crippled people have ingenious minds. People in poverty realize what the important things in life are."

At this juncture, they were inconsiderately interrupted by a second pair of militia men who had sneaked into a noose like ring around them along with the previous couplet as if anticipating what would in actual fact be an unlikely lynching. As a third and final duet joined the gathering like stock marketers around a telephone in an ensuing depression, Iron and Lincoln were forced to concede that their philosophical digression would have to regrettably be placed on hold.

"You two lost?" Troy Mehmo obviously equated excommunication from the accepted echelons of an execrable society with geographical uncertainty. Given that the surrounding territories bore little similarity to the way they looked before the superfluous storm; which had effectively begotten what could be confused with an old monochrome film scene; Mehmo's interference may have been considered an act of compassion. He may simply have wished to escort a pair of confused travelers back onto the by now invisible pilgrim's path they had been following. Typically, such considerate notions failed to permeate the junta jabberwocky’s indelectable character. Before Iron could deliver his usual comic criticism, the wolf whiskered Jim Nelson interjected with a confirming diatribe pertaining to the unproprietous party's intimidatory intentions; "This is private property; military exercises." Then the dollar signs in his eyes lit up like an over generous slot machine as he remembered that these two bore huge reward notices on their heads like giant Mexican sombreros. Iron brushed a hand just above his head as if to wipe the metaphoric monstrosity away and flicked out a leg like a taekwando exponent about to perform a prestigious breaking demonstration, which in a manner of speaking he was.

Nelson squeezed a taut fist as if ringing a sponge and asserted his lack of intelligence; "You got two f*ckin' options." If we were to take this comment literally, writers of the Karma Sutra would have disagreed. Lincoln frowned dispairingly both at the narrator's unfitting innuendo and the absence of imagination in the opposing camp's scripts and recalled an old adage about excessive use of profanity indicating a lamentable paucity in vocabulary as the deluge continued both from the sky and Nelson's miscreant mouth, which seemed to indicate volume wise at least that it was the latter edifice which was the larger; "You give up now or you get the sh*t kicked outta you and spend the rest o' your lives in a cell." Having already experienced the threatened predicament in earlier years which almost qualified as a previous existence, Iron bit his nails in mocking fashion and turned to Lincoln like a moping mobster in a thwarted heist suggesting a subtle getaway; "Sounds scary." The satire was entirely lost on Nelson. As his crotchety companion's mouth motored on at such a pace that it was in danger of breaking the light barrier thus requiring an astronomical catalogue of scientific theory to be painstakingly rewritten, another of this charmless charm of compunctuous troglodytes; Fei Lien; secretly drew a standard issue handgun and winced in the scolding stare of electric billboards which edged through flaking piles of snow like evil eyes out of a possessed painting in a humdrum haunted house.

Fei had been a top assassin for the Rightist cause in a war torn China. He was a tortured soul ripped apart by a carnivorous history of his own creation. He had inherited the family tradition of excelling in the hitman business from his father; a legend in the ranks of the old Communist regime. He had always told him that the tradition ran all the way back to imperial times, but then, Fei had never trusted his father. He had angered the old man by opting to bat for the other side; joining the revolutionary right; and ended up killing a number of former family friends. One terrible day his masters ordered him to assassinate his own father. He agreed in principle but couldn't face the hit when gazing into his eyes through a viewfinder. But his bosses had prepared for this eventuality, and had enlisted the services of two counter assassins who lurked in the shadows to rid the organization of the cowardly killer should he develop a chilling case of cold feet. Fei set a crate load of explosives and escaped the building; ridding himself of his own assassins but inadvertently completing the deed his conscience had shied away from as he realized too late that his dad was still inside. Guilt riddled and angry at the Rightist authorities, fate and particularly himself, he fled the purges as the Communists emerged victorious in the civil war and ended up in the US. With nothing but peanuts to be had there, his next stop was Manhattan, which proved financially more fruitful, although specters of his past conspired to follow him even there. A man cannot run from himself. He had never pursued a family life because he had been brought up to believe that the sins of the father where passed onto the son if he fails to conquer his own evil spirits. Furthermore, after such a sinful existence, he had better enjoy as indulgent a life as possible since only the hells awaited when it all finally came to a gritty end. But all this personal history was far from relevant to the case in hand, since in a matter of moments Fei was to be cut down to a more fitting size.

'Chaotic order; adopted by paranoid democracies and unstable dictatorships alike.' Lincoln was still being subjected to Nelson's diaphanous tirade, so entertained herself with unconnected musings. His meandering rantings provided the perfect preoccupation for the others as she mathematically drafted a fight choreography with which her apathetic adversaries would unknowingly comply. Toki Azamayo and Uttor Damocles loitered in the background twirling baseball bats like majorette's batons as the drone of lonesome refuse trucks maintaining a glum precession somewhere in the gauze like jumble of roadways which clogged the city like a chunky plug wailed like a gang of dicephalous banshees. Thanks to genetic reconstitution, the term recycling had gained a much more profitable meaning. Comfortable in the inaugural blackness cast by the dim shadow of the leaning cinema building, the last applicable antagonist; Gigi Carboni; sucked a fusty cigarette and intended to be the last man standing by virtue of never having to throw a punch.

A good leader must set and example, and though Nelson was surely not one of those, he demonstrated just what he expected of his friends as his punch fell short only to be kicked out of the air by the lightning fast Lincoln before his teeth were dutifully kicked out of his head. Azamayo was next; he was cut down with a stalking sidekick as the astatic assailant moved in like a pouncing cougar. Believing that standing behind his opponent would ensure safety, Mehmo bit the fluffy ice too as Lincoln threw a similar kick behind her which arced back to her side after making its indelible mark like a retracting trombone. The conditions were proving unbearable for the outflanked officials, who slid and stumbled even in gathering a garbled guard, let alone in being hit like the jack in a bowls match played on a gleaming Antarctic slope.

Iron drifted in the distance as if an actor misplacing his lines and tried to control himself amid approaching hysterics. "Nice to watch the thing like you're home in front of the TV and it's all just fantasy." He watched the theatrical performance; a vital character lingering off stage awaiting his cue and debating in his head whether or not he was really needed here. While this internal debate continued, Lincoln crunched her foot against the slushy ground like a charging bull and raised an undulating guard. Damocles took up the implied challenge; swinging his lead laden bat in such a prolonged preparation that she had ducked out of harms way before he had even cast out the trunk like club. All this made the swiping roundhouse that followed an intricate formality, which meant only two otiose squibs remained; and Carboni had to finish his cigarette. Fei Lien crackled a set of tremulous teeth and readied himself to add further penance to the karmic buildup of his family's murderous past. Lincoln baited him with an off-putting glance to her right; a simple trick which he fell for like a mouse on a trap. While distracted, he found a two footed jumping kick barrack him backwards as both throttling feet struck; first to the chest then the face; which concluded the ailing encounter as he and the feather bed of snowflakes became a tasteless fricassee.

Carboni sobbed exudingly in the tallowing tundra like a herbivore in a meat market; he really didn't want to be here anymore, and was beginning to develop an acute phobia for such extramural excursions. He dithered in tossing the fizzling cigarette butt into an ungrateful gown of snow and imagined the sonorous ringing of the first bell to indicate the initiation of hostilities he had been so single minded in seeking to avoid; well aware that it would seem like a long and painful age until he heard another. With that, Lincoln decided on the more direct approach; the methodology of the hard grafting brawler as opposed to the eloquence of the stylized technician. In truth, she could play either with consummate ease, although her character was more suited to the latter. She had found that adaptability was a precious commodity, and felt inclined to give a sound run out to each of the god given tactical gifts at her disposal.

She threw a loose jab which was soon swallowed up by her opponent's high guard, although this whimsical attack was meant merely as a duping gesture to enable her to get up close. This suited the frowzy forlocked felon, who leaned towards the slugger's mentality himself and estimated in no uncertain terms that with weight, size and strength discrepancies to his opponent's detriment, the odds were stacked firmly in his favor. Needless to say, the slight framed Lincoln knew better. Leaning into an awkward stance with fists close to her forehead and almost touching those of her adversary, she thought it only civil to make the first move; having done with the boxing tradition of bobbing and weaving a little; transferring weight from back foot to front and vice versa as she mimicked the process of sizing her opponent up. She realized that to actually do so may well have raised doubts which only seldom encroached on her battling lifestyle, and promptly jarred a right hook around his protecting hands which in the event achieved nothing of the sort; and into a stubbly chin. The sensation reminded him of some inattentive builder swinging around with a plank over his shoulder; slamming the docile weapon into his jaw.

He blinked heavily like a mole exposed to sunlight and let his head rock to one side. This one was decidedly stronger than she looked; a sentiment Lincoln herself would have modestly appreciated. Afterall, power can also be contained in small packages; good speed and technique can produce it just as well as brute force; the added advantage being that the aforementioned talents allow a fighter to apply this power more effectively than a wading banger. Drop a piano from two feet onto somebody's head and it will do some serious damage. Drop a coin from fifteen stories and it will do the same. But despite all this idle tactical speculation, only a split second or so had passed since the initial punch had found its reluctant target, and Lincoln had immediately followed up. Brawling is a dangerous pastime which serves to signify that the best kind of street fight is a fleetingly short one. As if thumping at a stern tree with a blunted ax, she swiped another right hook, a left, a left uppercut, back to the right hooks; two this time in quick succession; a right uppercut, another pair of alternate hooks and finally another right uppercut. Deceived like a whining toddler told by a parent that good behavior would reward him with a succulent prize to relieve his sweet tooth, Carboni had swiftly realized that he was unlikely to get the opportunity to throw a shot here, which made the fact that he was being forced to take so many all the more disturbing. In recollection, he had only calculated where the next punch was coming from as it cracked his head either up or to the side, so evasion was quite simply not an option. But with that last crunching blow came an odd experience akin to his head being a pea in a matchbox shaken incessantly by a sadistic child. As soon as the fact that he was no longer standing but in a worryingly recumbent state amid a silky bed of princely permafrost came to mind, it had become clear to all in attendance that the close combination had been enough to dispatch this born again pacifist in one fell swoop.

With that untroubling chore completed, Lincoln brushed an eyebrow with a fist which would have qualified as dainty if it had not just been proved so deadly. Given the kind of existence she had in part chosen and otherwise been dealt, it was hardly worth unclenching those hands baring in mind the probability that she would very soon have to use them again. If she had lived in more refined times her skills may well have been latent; perhaps she would not have had to learn them. "People have the ability to top themselves; to jump off bridges; to sit in the middle of the highway awaiting the next big jugernaught, but that doesn't mean they want to do it." Ability, however great; does not always equate virtue. In the meantime, Iron returned to the fray like an impunctual messiah to remind the hobbling Nelson why he had stayed down so long after he was knocked to earth the first time. Raising a whisking wing chun guard, he stepped around the forestalling flunkey like a gloomy crane and recapitulated his inadequacy with a series of stinging strikes fit more for a speed bag than a real fight then altered his style significantly; the vulnerable victim's trickling train of thought unable to recognize the object of his approaching agony until he too was nestling in a sunken bed of scatty snow. For the record, Iron held a striking knifefoot out at head height like one leg of a compass for a few moments just so that the injured infidel still had a point of reference if he had to put all this in a painful report to a superior and assumingly unimpressed office.

Lincoln shook her head like a dispairing fan at her soccer team's lack of finishing ability up front and dropped to a knee in the crumpling cotton wool just to acknowledge his less than decisive contribution to the vainglorious victory as if about to offer a maniacal marriage proposal which would have befitted the pair in its bizarre and brutal setting. She closed her eyes with a hint of a mocking smirk and offered her berretta to him handle up like an offering to a lazy warlike god; afterall, past events indicated that she didn't require such an instrument of destruction. Iron thought about pulling the weapon from her hands and putting a bullet through her head while she voluntarily impaired her own vision, but only in macabre jest. "Yeah, all right; next one's on me." This was excuse enough.

"Well;" Lincoln pointed a searching arm at the rudimentary wooden door which adorned the dilapidated building from whence the floored officers of the law had come; "you'd better lead the way." It was Lincoln's turn to take the back seat, which promised a rejuvanative relief. Living life was like walking down a narrow corridor with the sole intention of reaching the door at the end, regardless of how you got there and what insufficiently desirable distractions attempted to thwart your progress on the way. Naturally, other people with the same intention spend their lives walking the other way down the same corridor. It just seemed to her that too many people were headed straight for her and not enough walking with her. Perhaps she was going the wrong way down a one way street.

Ambul Colburn raised a sirloin arm as if lifting a dibilitatingly heavy dumbbell and kept a keen eye on the transaction being processed. In times of civil law and order drug dealing was a risky business, but in times of despotism it required a particular talent. Colburn was a professional bounty hunter; one of the few people to be 'shipped in' to Manhattan specifically to do his job. As such, he had the added advantage of being able to leave. He lit a drenched cigarette and enjoyed his assumed independence as Gouki Amitaba scuffed dabs of dubious white powder which could not have been mistaken for that which continued to float through the pale sky outside into a drum of miniature plastic bags with the care of a brain surgeon but the nerves of a kitten in a dog pound.

Amitaba and his group of temporary friends were government officers indulging in a spot of moonlighting. The production of narcotics was strictly confined to official channels; that way all the profit went to line Volscenzi's already gold trimmed pockets. If he ever found out about this little venture, Amitaba and co would have to quickly hone their sculling style, since in no time they would find themselves dropped into the Hudson with concrete blocks for shoes. Obviously, selling to legitimate consumers would be suicide since any narcotic of low quality would immediately be traced back to the impertinent producer's movie turned crack house. Colburn was the key; he was a free agent, and this opened up a huge market. The beleaguered street urchins of Brooklyn craved their daily fix, and had developed a palate for at least three star merchandise. This was a taste Amitaba and his mob could satisfy. His enterprise would produce the goods and Colburn would smuggle them over the border. Trust would not suffice to bring him back with the earnings, but the thought of a bigger catchment next time around most certainly would.

Emmanuel Ropa; the brains of the operation if such a thing could be imagined; leaned his bandage bonded broken nose out of the door in case legitimate government patrols were on the prowl only to have it cranked back into a painful squash with a stout fist and an osseous crack. The remainder of Iron's body predictably followed the fist, which caused all but the pneumonia cool Colburn to leap like disturbed hyenas off a semi devoured carcass.

Ropa recognized this audacious outlaw straight away; he was the one who broke into the Times Square outhouse and earned him an unwanted demotion, not to mention a throbbing proboscis. Lincoln sneaked in unnoticed behind her more animated companion, who immediately read the situation at hand and waved a chiding finger; "Oooh; drug dealing, huh?" Ropa conveniently forgot the agonizing history he associated with this cumbersome character and wallowed in unconvincing complacency; "'Man's gotta make his money." By this Iron was visibly perplexed; he'd never made a dime his whole life, but that was more down to circumstance than preference or ability. "I'm sure your boss would appreciate knowing about your mini cartel;" It wasn't as if turning informant would be the first thing on Iron's mind if he was to rub noses with the villainous vizier again; "In actual fact, I'd rather avoid lending him a helping hand by closing you guys down..." But that half baked sentiment was never going to deter his defense as Ropa zoomed in like a diving aircraft to put the record straight; after all, he could no longer do the same with that nose. Iron leapt with almost incidental ease and cut the curt charge short with a rigid sidekick to the jaw. Ropa swiveled on one heel for a moment like a spinning nickel before collapsing heads down. Hakan Soeler was next on the invisible list; falling foul to a curling hook kick which dumped his head into a thick glass pop corn dispenser which he wished had been full in order to cushion the impact.

Displaying octagol vision, he took hold of Jubei Jarrett's petruding collar despite the fact that the shocked subject approached craftily from behind and nailed a short heel into his undercarriage before looping his ataxed body over a choleric clutch of carpeted stairs with a sinuous shoulder throw which would not have looked out of place in a judo competition if the opposing competitor had offered some sort of resistance. CJ Alder's arm was caught like a dizzy butterfly in a marmalade jar before an inescapable roundhouse to the back of the leg humbled him into a kneeling position. Another to the head accosted him with a biting astigmatism and as the assailant swapped the hand which had facilitated the arm hold and a concluding inside out hook kick with the another part of the same foot bumped him into a slalom like droop down another set of steps as a forester would do his namesake.

Lincoln superstitiously avoided getting involved. One of her ancestors had had a deadly passion for theater, but thankfully history was unlikely to repeat itself due not only to the more modern nature of the kind of stage show which used to be 'performed' here by a mass of unseen and unpresent actors, directors and money men who were probably long dead anyway, but also because she was far too elusive a target to fall at the feet of a creeping assassin. Iron made a baseball bat his own as a wily block turned into a consummate snatch, and Liu Sokutsu cursed himself for bringing the thing into this unexpected warzone when he should have been plotting a way to avoid being struck in the nose with its asture hilt. Iron discarded the unsporting implement like the burger box by a street slob and bounced feet first off a wall to allow the dumbstruck Carlo Cajoli to collide with it like a crash test dummy; honestly never realizing the thing was there. Colburn spat gratuitously like a compulsive cobra and waved the shuddering Amitaba out of his hutch like hiding place behind the tidly ticket kiosk where he could conspire to conceal whatever he was pretending he wasn't concealing. In this case, the guilty object was a scabby shotgun which he had brought along not to deter potential invaders but as an insurance policy against backstabbing compadres. Iron swatted him aside with a spinning backfist which was mildly foreseeable to Colburn, who snaked past the undelectable drug pusher as he flipped uncontrollably backwards over an ancient polygonal poster for some aimless action flick. Ropa; although by now he felt as if he had spent the last week sleeping in a coffin lined with needles, had convinced himself there was some curse on him; a 'kick me' sign written in an ink only the most dangerous of street vigilantes could see. This time he egged a weary leg over a cylindrical trash can with the help of a slinky banister, but felt the as yet uninflicted pain prematurely as his brain decreed that a caught leg may as well be a broken skull, and released the relevant chemical reactions automatically. But with luck, Iron simply threw the leg back at the reverse angle to that which it had been carelessly emitted from; placing Ropa into a backward spin. However, with a little less fortune, when the spin was completed and he was left facing the rioting revolutionary for a second time, a propounding backick was waiting. This was a less than inviting invitation for Colburn; who tumbled into the line of fire with a stoking prod of a punch which Iron blocked with an inverse slap before churning out a trio of extroverted sidefist strikes which jutted out at intangible angles and landed squarely on his chin, solar plexus and ribs convulsively.

Colburn covered his arching midsection as if caressing a blanket in the dead of night, but could be forgiven for thinking that his muscular forearms had turned to a fluidic jelly as somehow his opponent shot a simple straight punch through the minimal gap between them and into his ribcage; utilizing the fact that in comparison his own fist and wrist were almost emaciatedly slight, and could thus fit through the hole with a little skill like placing the cue ball behind the black despite the presence of a spread cluster of colors in a rack of pool. Doubled over, Colburn should have seen the rising knee to the lip coming, but in finishing the encounter off with an exuberant backward somersault which connected heel first as he flipped over and back onto frolicing feet, Iron added an artistic tint to what was by his lofty standards an otherwise uninteresting exchange.

Lincoln clapped provokingly and suddenly had a sobering thought; "if violence is a sin I suppose I'll pay for my many violations in a future life if not before then." Iron shrugged like a Cossack learning of the demise of an unknown Bolshevik; forever inclined to live in the now and relieved by the assurance that this encounter had come to a satisfying end.

Thunder boomed like a table groaning under a vast weight. Lightning exploded with ceaseless electrical fury like an overheating plate of tinfoil in a microwave. The resistant window wavered and bucked at its adversary's merciless bombing raid like an old fashioned knight protecting his king with a cast iron shield against the ferocious onslaught of the mandatory fire breathing dragon. Lincoln; safe from the storm and feeling peace and protection all around her, sat in front of an obscure blaze of subliminal illustrations; flicking through channel after channel with the TV remote and not finding anything of sufficient interest to warrant even a second glance. Alice twiddled her thumbs as if queuing for a dour Disneyland ride and debated to herself why at her tender age she had to work for a non existent living.

She had been helping Chen and her parents relocate the ousted hospice which she used to call home, and since in between removals duties the odd tactical avoidance of military patrols was necessary, it had been a tiring day. Eventually conceding defeat on the TV front, Lincoln flicked the 'off' button and the world around her seemed to flop exhaustibly into a dignified relief. She tossed the remote aside, sat back and listened to the rain; which clearly provided superior entertainment. Having missed out on childhood herself, she was unsure of how to entertain an eleven year old. As the screen faded into wonderful hues of blankness, she turned and shrugged at her temporary flatmate; "TV is one of those unsurpressable industries that each and every regime wants to support. The possibilities are endless; misinformation, propaganda or just plain old advertising. Even if there was a nuclear holocaust, I'm sure you could get up in the morning, switch on the TV and hear about it there first. But despite all this, the media tycoons still produce little to interest anyone but their own fat pay packets."

"TV rots your brain." Alice would have been a genius by school standards had such institutions still existed. Unfortunately the alternative; military academies and security training schools, were not an ideal choice for the mentally gifted yet physically challenged. The two sat in silence for a few moments; rain swirling anywhere and everywhere like an old testament flood. "I love the rain; it reminds me of home..." Lincoln's comment was nothing but instinctive, wasn't really directed at anyone, and trailed off into obscurity obediently like your name on a public health service waiting list. "What home?" Alice thought she was at home; how can you be reminded of home if you're already there? "No; I mean my real home." This only confused Alice further. "Where's that?" Lincoln tried to elaborate; nobody had really ever asked her to share the strange goings on of her warped mind with anyone sane. "The way I see it, there's a world where we should be and a world where we shouldn't." This made Alice think, but thinking is a far cry from understanding. "There's a natural state of mind; but humankind has rejected it; an uncomplicated place;" Lincoln sat up to try and get the rusty cogs in her head to revolve more efficiently, but ended up hovering between insignificance and wisdom as usual; "all these buildings, roads; this city; it's not real. There's something beyond that; something we've lost; you know; our freedom." Alice was half way to understanding but half way away from it. She supposed to some a half full cup is half empty. As a kid in Manhattan, she had never known 'freedom'. To her it was some distorted myth that her parents mused about. In fact, she was often hidden away from government officials, tax collectors, salesmen, doctors; she only ever left the house when her parents deemed it absolutely necessary, and apparently all this was to 'preserve her freedom', which seemed a contradictory measure. Perhaps she simply couldn't comprehend the complexities of politics and ideology just yet. "Anyway," Lincoln lingered in the constant harmony of being engrossed in the downpour. "Sometimes, it comes back to tell us we're not alone." Alice had lost herself;

"What tells us we're not alone?"

"Freedom; the soul. Everything that means something rather than simply is in a material sense. The marvelous mystery of life." Lincoln smiled with a mild acceptance of reality. Alice understood mysteries; but only in as much as she understood very little.

One little mystery she carried around with her was the indelible silver line on the underside of her arm; stretching from palm to elbow. It was almost too thin to measure, and appeared only in certain concentrations of light, which made it even more of a mystery. If she had been born a decade and a half earlier when the country was to all intents and purposes a democracy, she may have believed that she had been abducted by aliens some time in the past and this was the scar from their inhuman medical experiments. But under this regime, there were always more sinister possibilities. At least if aliens were responsible, humanity was not, which was some small comfort on the nature of the species. But she knew all too well that little green, gray or globular men, indeterminable beings from parallel dimensions or even giant space insects were not to blame. That scar had been there since she had spent a week in hospital at the age of six with an indiscriminate rash which appeared only to grow worse while she sat there uncomfortably on a rock hard mattress. Not knowing hospital procedures, she had taken certain radioactive tests without complaint. It was all to repel diseases, she was told, and afterall, these were the experts. But she swore she had less recollection of those procedures than she should, and aside from the obvious suspicion, she was simply not sure whether that hairline mark had appeared before or after that particular visit. Even so, her parents and everyone else she had consequently met bore much the same mark, so there really was no reason to believe it was anything other than part of the anatomy of a human being. Except the fact that here were two people; Iron and Lincoln; who were free of this particular mystery, which was why her mind brought it up now.

"You're bugged, right?" Alice almost jumped; it wasn't often someone said exactly what she was thinking. Then again, it wasn't often she spoke to anybody outside her highly protective family at all. "Bugged?" Was all she could manage. Wasn't that what she was running away from the other yesterday? "That little thing line across your wrist; they call them pulses;" Lincoln dutifully began to elaborate; "it's like a monitoring device; though by the look of it it's a pretty basic model; probably doesn't work at all anymore." Alice had already realized this was why her parents had hidden her away but she had never considered that she had already been bugged. "....it keeps track of everyone; limits their freedom. I think it works a bit like a bar code, but with a locator built in. State of the art in its time, and an original invention of the boss himself. They were developed originally to keep tabs on livestock in prairie areas out west, but our well loved premier saw more local uses for the technology. Being a self declared wacko, I was in the mental institute when the surgeons first went searching the city for candidates. At the time, there was a plan to execute mental patients; they were no good to anyone. But the government hit an economic depression and they simply closed us down. By that time bugs had been planted on the majority of the consumer class and they assumed the patients wouldn't last long without their doctors. Actually, a few people I knew in there got the prototype models. They were the ones who didn't survive long."

"So when those medics were after me, they wanted to replace the old one, right?"

"Fair bet. But from what I've heard those things go straight into the brain now; you'd have had one stapled onto your neural pathways; it's more efficient. People can lop off arms if the promise of freedom is great enough, but you can't very well do without a fundamental hunk of your brain in place; I'd know. The first batch; like yours; shorted out years back. Now it's just a useless tattoo I'd imagine. Maybe if this government ever falls you can travel the world showing it to people as a party piece; 'look; I used to live in a dictatorship'." This at least was a welcome relief.

"How do they work?" Lincoln's technological expertise was hardly legendary, but she'd always have a go; "It just omits a signal that special computers can pick up, but in your case it's really more a question of how come it doesn't work. When it's given certain types of radioactive treatment at certain levels the micro technology fails, or used to in the initial stages of the bug's development, but don't ask me why, I'm not a scientist. Actually, you have to wonder why they still use pulses at all with all their DNA filtering; perhaps they fit little cameras in those things too; just to keep tabs on a more visual level. When a child's in the womb, they give it an injection of bacteria which kills of all the genes responsible for certain sorts of behavior and multiplies the others. It's a sick method of control; makes everyone obedient, but it's not working properly yet, that's why there aren't many young kids in the city, and I suppose that's also why they persist with the pulses. You were probably lucky in a strange sense of the word. I guess the failing; and the good thing about; the old method is that it only lets the government know about everything you do; it doesn't decide how you think." Alice would have been disturbed by this if she wasn't used to such goings on, and as long as you were you; she thought; you were in touch with the valuable things in a rather sterile existence. For a kid she'd had a nasty time of it thus far, but had adapted remarkably well; like a tiger forced to spend it's otherwise free roaming life in a two square metre cage.

The thunderstorm ignited again and bright white light flooded the room once more; an unrequested but welcome guest. The sudden crash of color jerked Alice's mind back into wakefulness. "Sarah?" Lincoln tapped the floor with a foot in time with the raindrops and concentrated on two things at once; "Yep?" Lumbered with this ordacious ordeal called existence, as if it was a contracted illness promoting angst and ecstasy in equal measure, she allowed her mind to rest in the rain while her brain carried it's messages to and fro like a well tailored butler. The optimistic storm eased her and gave her a feeling nothing else ever did; shelter from the storm; from someone or something greater than this contingent world. Alice also appreciated the easing relaxation but didn't know of the possibility of separating brain and mind. "But you two are going to stop all that; DNA control; pulses and everything, right?" Alice possessed that fantastical notion that one person could change; or save; the world. That sheer willpower could make things happen in a real sense. "Er; hopefully." Lincoln laughed; remembering this was now a two pronged front against the atrocious authorities, which made her forget her responsibilities for a second; a brief rest bite, but a helpful one. She felt like a rejected apostle whose jesuitical biography had failed to make the pages of the greatest selling book in history. Alice may well have made up some kind of scant fan base, but her existence could hardly be termed a hagiocogy; she was very far from either saint or savior. Her scripted mission in life was an impractical one; unworkable. But wasn't it the travel not the destination that was important? Iron; at least; understood her- something she had perhaps never had before. 'Deprived minds must really think alike' she thought; consciousness of this existence dashing away with ever passing breath as if the rain was busily washing it so. She often felt she knew what he was thinking; feeling what he thought and felt; like twins do. "Maybe when the everyday bits of your brain get damaged, it responds by opening up those areas people can't usually use."

Alice felt sympathy for her newfound friend; though she came across as a wise character, she also appeared somehow cheated by life; not only had she never known such a vital aspect of this mysterious existence as social peace, but she had probably lost the faculty to recognize it even if she could experience it. She had been trapped; both mentally and physically; in this unfortunate place; unable to leave. Unable to escape something she so deeply despaired about. She didn't know if more wonderful things existed beyond the place in which she was of either necessity or unbreakable habit remained. She could not even conceive of anything else; blitzed with anguish in a restricted world which she could sometimes see through, but never escape. Then again, Alice had lived a similar life. She supposed she still had time to loose her mind. Lincoln saw herself as a sparklingly ordinary heroine if she really had to be seen in that role. She was aware that Alice looked up to her; not in terms of in loco parentis, but as some kind of figurehead which she definitively was not. Such characters don't have flaws. Such characters tend to succeed. She was not convinced that such a directionless revolution could possibly be successful. By now Alice had realized that her own philosophizing had been far too deep for an eleven year old, and an instinctive mechanism in her brain had concluded she should act her age and leave the thinking for another time; preferably not the foreseeable future. As she drifted into the easeful nothingness of sleep, she wondered if it was worse to see something and not be able to take it, or not to see it at all.

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