Game of Death

'Earth, mountains, rivers- hidden in this nothingness.

In this nothingness- earth, mountains, rivers revealed.

Spring flowers, winter snows.

There's no being nor non- being, nor denial itself.'

Saisho

Given the fundamental gloom of the constrained room in which she had for some reason unknown been cornered into like a lab mouse in a brain teasing maze, it was fortunate Lincoln had foresightfully even if naturally developed a cat like ability to see in the dark; to an extent at least. A blackened room which could quite easily have been either cramped or spacious greeted her as she completed the near vertical climb up that rickety stairway like an underground cell of unknown demons which chance or something more sinister would ensure she face.

A swinging light bulb drooped to and fro like a grand pendulum; illuminating patches of the floor as if a scene from a nightmarish mental hospital in which even the bursars had contracted a marauding madness; leaving the place a degenerated hellhole in which the clinically insane prayed like horror movie antagonists on the admittedly equally mentally maladjusted. In the tile like rectangular mat floor covering inked in irregular black and white, she swore she could make out the distinct shape of a mosaic skull created in the fusion of the pallid canvas; but only as the swaying light source played tantalizing tricks on her mind.

Even in darkness there must be at least a semblance of light. It is impossible to comprehend darkness without reference to that which runs contrary to it. The concept itself only makes sense when compared to light; and the moment there is light there can no longer be darkness because the notion is an ultimate one. If you have partial darkness you must by necessity also have partial light. A thing cannot exist without its opposite; light and dark, right and left; good and evil. Unless in actual fact neither existed at all.

Perched upon an overhanging piece of indescript furniture like a ravenous vulture on a drafty desert clifftop overlooking the remnants of a vicious predatory assault on a covey of docile wilderbeast, Sashana Acrasia licked her lips at the prospect of more spilled blood. She was one of those sadly all too regular heathens who delighted in the destruction she was easily capable of performing. She had been one of those warped teenagers who widdled away a misspent youth decorating herself in macabre cobweb makeup, driving her mom to tears with blaring death metal emanating from the scantily candle lit sanctum of her room which shook the houses foundations to the bone, thus severely lessening its market value, and generally doing all those things a good old fashioned teenager is not quite old enough to do in the eyes of the law. The nearest thing she had ever got to Sunday service was thumbing through the last book of an inherited bible which she had otherwise covered in gothic iconography penned in sickly rose lipstick and charcoal black marker pen. The word 'Jesus'; wherever it occurred; which had been annoyingly frequent; tended to be accompanied by a succinct scribble of a headless matchstick man with hands held in prayer. The blind leading the blind indeed.

But the apocalypse was a different matter; perhaps because she had led such a lecherous life that the bloody end which St. John the divine had promised appealed to her sense of personal isolation. 'Behold she cometh with the clouds, and every eye will see her.' Acrasia would as a matter of course run a silent sanguinary commentary on every mundane happening as if reciting scripture, which; in all fairness, she was, regardless of the misdirection of previously warm hearted verses and stanzas in which she indulged. Fire and brimstone, for one sad, doomed individual, was to be of which the imminent future would consist.

A wisping shape; black on black; whined past the lost reactionary like a car passing the spectator swamped finish line in an F1 grand prix; an invisible blow delivered with a ferocious bite as it passed by; announcing itself abruptly before slinking back off into the darkness like a bat in a midnight glade. Lincoln steadied herself, muttered something about chivalry, or lack of, through a pair of wobbly molars and wiped a volatile stream of blood across her formerly puritanical white sleeve as her vision adjusted through necessity to the shady shadow dance before her. She felt like some sort of misdirected saint with fair intentions but flawed means. Some kind of perspective martyr trundling along with the epervescent flow of a hazy cause even she remained unsure of.

Taking an almost intoxicated step back; fighting to shake off the effects of that fully fledged flush thump across the face; an experience she could only feign to compare to taking the full force of a bulging boxing glove weighted with a rusted horseshoe, she blinked as if doing so could reveal a brighter, more tangible world when her eyes opened. No such luck.

Acrasia, still evasive to her opponent's gaze, stroked a tearaway braid of hair back behind a ornamented ear with the but of one of the set of obtrusive martial tonfa; instruments resembling police batons crafted of lacquered wood and positioned in battle readiness with the long end parallel to the underside of the arm inciting the effect of possessing a cast iron forearm, and imagined the veneer of fiery devastation which that indignant attack would be igniting in the solitary militant's thoughts.

Though Lincoln continually faced up against opponents of much greater numbers with far more savage and precise weaponry and beat them comprehensively, this one appeared capable of utilizing that rare talent of being able to land a hit or two. However, it all seemed a little unfair to the unarmed Lincoln; 'This is no time to quibble about social inequality;' she reminded herself; 'government employees get their choice of a formidable congregation of weapons whereas I; a member of the general public, get none. That's just the way of the agonisingly elitist world.'

She held up her guard and prepared to avenge herself as Acrasia celebrated her initial success in expectedly bigoted fashion; reentering the fray in an intentionally egocentric encore of aimless swings, hooks and jabs. But Lincoln was more than equal to this cardboard challenge to her longevity, and ducked, winced and leaned away from three hopeful twirls of the sterile slabs of hardwood before throwing a deft uppercut between her opponent's dim, ineffectual guard which would have knocked the aggressor onto the obsessively decorated canvas had there been one. Instead, Acrasia found herself gliding across a mercilessly greasy section of the padded floor before crumpling into a corner between wall and stair hatch.

Lincoln thought twice about extending her sportsmanship to helping the sepultural spiv up as she realized this would be seen as a demoralizing gesture rather than a respectful one. By the time she had decided, though, Acrasia was back on her feet clanking the nightsticks together like maracas and nursing a leaking gum which appeared an incidental carbon copy of her astute adversary's, and looking altogether irritated with the whole affair, which was probably a good sign for the latter. A hap hazard opponent is often the easiest to defeat. 'All this time I've waited for a decent fight, and now it comes along I just want it over. ' Lincoln frowned systematically and raised one finger of each fist to signal the bout even as a dense air of unpredictability drifted over the scene like a draped wedding veil.

Acrasia; paddling in deeper water than ever before in her unpredictable and inillustrious lifetime, refamiliarised herself with her surroundings and promptly swang Lincoln by the back of the collar as soon as the waving light permitted face first into a highly dentable filing cabinet which had previously been concealed by darkness as the injured social deviant scrambled in with an unsuitable hook. 'And when they saw her they fell at her feet as dead.' During years of self inflicted identity crisis, Acrasia had obviously convinced herself she was some kind of anti christ.

For once Lincoln's thoughts were of a markedly less philosophical nature as she wrestled away the disorienting effects of having just inadvertently used her head to design a kind of metal sculpture which may not have been art, but was certainly painful. Dazed and confused like a symphony orchestra conductor at a drug enhanced rave, she barely managed to avoid an audacious leg sweep, then a further free wheeling foot as Acrasia tried to rectify the original failure with a swift hook which appeared to cause splinters to dive bomb past Lincoln's face like a grouchy typhoon.

It was by now high time for a counter attack, and a counter was exactly what Acrasia was about to receive. Making an astonishing amount of ground with a one footed hop, Lincoln took her adversary by utter surprise. All that remained was to snatch one of Acrasia's board strapped wrists and throw a crunching knee into her by now unprotected stomach before ramming three sickeningly effective right hand punches into her staggering opponent's jaw, cheek and eye respectively, thus upping the unsanctioned bout's scoreline to an amicable two apiece.

As she collapsed in gradual, mechanically static stages, Acrasia found herself dreaming of the white, white mountains of home. North of the border, people were less crazy. They were more reserved and generally more respectful. Down here it was if you want it, take it and to hell with anyone who had an equal claim to it; it always had been. But the consumer craze had hit the US harder than the rest of the world, hence the huge political upheaval. Canadians, according to the brosures when such things existed, were more at home in their natural surroundings, although this stereotype was probably an American creation born out of the fact that their general consensus was that Canada was all snow and huskies. Acrasia though, was testament to the fallacy of this assumption.

Her childhood had been about as natural as a genetically enhanced vegetable cloned from scratch in a commercial warehouse, pumped full of unspeakable modifiers and stimulants, packed in suffocating plastic and shipped off to an urban convenience store to be greedily consumed by an unsuccessfully dieting street squab who had never ventured far enough outside his tenement dungeon to see the sun rise let alone enjoy some mystical communion with the organic world. She had been a rebel too in her time; of sorts at least. As an adolescent she had spurned just about every covention which had been pressed onto her. Her family; her education; her inherited religion, save the good bits. If she had been able she would even have dismissed the really quite vital human trait of inhaling oxygen.

She fiddled with a glinting nose ring shaped like a chaos bug which conspired to give her away in the intermittent blackness and cracked her knuckles as if cranking up a car wheel. She had made something of herself despite going it alone; despite neglecting all those outdated figureheads of authority, of society; of the stagnant status quo. Alright, so she had made herself something which more sober, more restrained people may well have labeled impure; subversive. But she had never allowed herself to be swayed by opinion; by other people's subjective idealism. After years of admittedly self inflicted brushes with authority, she had come to the self serving conclusion that idealism was useless compared to the concrete promises made by her new employers; the young government of New York City State. 'I am she that liveth and was dead.' She shook with a contradicting combination of agony and joy as a serrated slit opened up on the eyelid; a glob of brash blood forming delightfully as an Easter bud opening up in the saintly sunshine before collapsing into a jagged stream in a far less elegant motion. 'And behold I am alive for evermore, and have the keys of hell and of death.'

Lincoln, as if she knew what her opponent was thinking, momentarily ruminated on the fallacy of the supposition that it was she who was the mental defective, then turned to concentrating on more immediate concerns and produced a very basic left hand feint with which she somehow managed to confuse her already disoriented nemesis, then sent a rib squashing kick into her midsection from the other angle. Acrasia stooped onto one knee and was embarrassingly surprised to see her opponent stepping back in a gesture of sportsmanship; allowing her to recover. Descriptions of gestures of this kind were not usually part of her vocabulary, so to her Lincoln's compassion indicated nothing but disrespect.

She span back onto her feet with the aid of a hurtling swing of the arm which just nicked the side of Lincoln's temple as she stooped into an evasive duck. And until today she had been under the impression that thuggery was a peculiarly male pastime. 'Behold; a throne was sat in heaven.' Gladly Lincoln being a character and not a reader, it was not necessary for her to suffer the torment of the demented apocalyptic's choleri circumvolusive commentary. 'And around about the throne were four beasts full of eyes before and behind.'

Acrasia may have wished she had possessed eyes 'before and behind' as she was pronouncingly decked with a backhand swing before turning the tables with a frazzled back leg sweep. Both slight combatants down and squabbling for the elusive grail of directional awareness under the swirling light which moved like a limp yo yo in a rough figure of eight shape not unlike the nerve jangling track of a devilish destruction derby, creating an impression of the whole room moving around like a pilot training simulator wired up to a science fiction hyperdrive, Lincoln concluded the entire false sense of motion was making her a tad sea sick. 'And every free man said to the mountains and rocks; fall on us, and hide us from the face of her that sitteth on the throne, and from the wrath of the lamb.'

Not knowing for the present by how much the darkness separated them, Acrasia squatted like an escaped ape and tried to make herself look smaller than she was; blinking as if she had contracted a case of oncoming glaucoma as she fought to keep a kooky patterned contact in place. 'And when she had opened the seventh seal, there was silence in heaven.' The minute ghost white shape of a slanted Van Ecyk style skull snaked across her troublesome contact lens back into place by the side of the pupil; another of her strange fashion fetishes. She tossed her hair back as if starring in an outdated timotei ad and snarled like a baskerville hound. 'Where the hell do they dig these people up from?' Lincoln; the answer possibly contained in the question and not the least bit interested in graveside ritual or felonies anyway, was growing better accustomed to the fluctuating illumination than her anarchic adversary, and approached under the cover of a traitorous shadow like a navy SEAL under the cover of night; finding Acrasia preoccupied as usual with her warped scripture. 'The first angel sounded, and there followed hail and fire mingled with blood...' Chapter eight, line seven was decidedly unmeekly cut short by not the hand of christ but the boot of Lincoln, who sent a far from angelic tooth hurtling across the unseen floor into a distant corner like a misbehaving child told to stand wearing a dunce cap by a scolding teacher.

It was at this point that Lincoln noticed the harsh distinction between colors here. The floor; intermittent dark and light. The floating bulb was bare and pale. Her own clothes on this fateful day steeped in plain minstrel black and white, as were Acrasia's. It was like standing in an old fashioned film, although certain things glared bright with a definitive color which almost granted them superior existence. The misplaced pelts of blood which leaked across the more visible hunks of the springy floor; standing out in striking detail in a cinematic effect which she seemed to recall Spielberg using with a girl in red on top of a colorless scene. The sparkling pin in Acrasia's now gushing nose also shone like a radient moon in a gloomy sky. Everything else projected only a worrying blackness.

By the time the spotlight had returned from its curvaceous migration, the offending proboscis was gone. 'And the great dragon was cast out, that old serpent called the Devil, and Satan, which decieveth the whole world.' The misguided prophet had by now deemed that this intrinsically unsuccessful encounter would have to be turned around; a personal revelation was sure to strike Lincoln down with a vengeance and furious anger which perhaps solely for that purpose now made itself felt in Acrasia's heart like a surgical needle full of adrenaline straight to that most influential of organs. 'And I saw one of the heads of the beast as it was wounded to death, and his deadly wound was healed, and all the world wondered at the beast.' Thus healed psychologically at least, Acrasia took a mesmerizing leap through the blind landscape and caught Lincoln flush in the jaw with a flat foot which relied more on guesswork and demonic guidance than expertise. Next came a turn around left heel and a tawny improvised side kick which found its backtracking target just fractions of a second after the light hit it; too late for Lincoln's already battered brain to mount an appropriate defense.

She murmured to herself phonetically like a tanked up pub goer turfed out for an excessive drinking spree which the landlord really should at least have been financially happy about finding out after a virtual pantheon of mixed tipples that she couldn't quite remember how to stand. 'And the angel thrust in his sickle into the earth, and gathered the vine of the earth, and cast it into the great winepress of the wrath of God.' Thankfully Acrasia had only become a New York citizen in the aftermath of the new regime’s 'revolution', and had thus escaped receiving the honorary label of a certified nut case due to the absence of any asylum which still pertained to make such pronunciations, but then again many would have decreed that even the new social patriarch would have had to have been subjected to the straight jacket if such precocious institutions had remained. 'And the winepress was trodden without the city, and blood came out of the winepress, by the space of a thousand and six hundred furlongs.'

Lincoln performed a symmetrical backward roll which did little to reassert any fraught awareness of her environment and decided that she for one had witnessed enough bloodshed for one day; a fact exasperated by the understanding that much of it had been her own. She waited with a patience circumstance tempted her to believe she didn't have time for for the strobe like beam to pass over where she had subconsciously calculated Acrasia to be like a manhunting small town cop's torch catching a glimpse of a barbaric serial killing suspect amid a kindle of curving corn crops, and with a stew of intuition and mathematical talent, sent her bolting backward like a superhero confronted by a block of kriptonite with a jarring jump kick to the side of the head.

From here she digressed into a gamboling gavotte which had her twirling like a trapeze artist in mid air from back foot to front and to back again in a jaunty swivel which ended up in a neck twanging reverse hook kick to the opposite cheekbone which sent that annoying nosepin jangling across the hoary floor like a penny dropping out of an adventurous property developer's cash rammed wallet as he surveyed the progress of his latest franchise from utop a lofty girder on a skeletal building site.

An additional full airborne spin accompanied by a garnishing heel made Acrasia believe she was the subject of an ignominious round of bat and ball which firmly reminded her how close to the wall she was as she hit it and doubled over; her spine seeming to catch a disabling diathermy which surged through her body like an ephemeral poltergeist, providing a stark, florid attenuation which Lincoln picked up on with gallant though perhaps inequitable dexterity.

She leant over the dazed attaché; placing one arm around her waist and the other under her knee. Interlocking her hands, she pressed her teeth together as if pushing bricks into cement despite the weakness of a gaunt set of failing gums and hurled the rotund package over her shoulder like a highland athlete collapsing backwards under an especially weighty caber.

This was enough for Acrasia's back to whine a solemn surrender as it flounced and wept like a marooned moray or one of numerous serpentine heads which would croon symbolically to the sound of the seven trumpets in her twisted day dreams of armageddon. Lincoln performed an unintentionally condescending spin which would have looked more appropriate in a break dancing exposition and wound up like a rolling armadillo onto her feet. "And the beast was taken, and them that worshipped his image." Lincoln had been no slouch herself when it came to scripture in those hazy days locked in a protective cell with only a safety first padded bookshelf to keep her company; "These both were cast alive into a lake of fire burning with brimstone."

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